EXCERPT: I’m so high I could touch the clouds, I think. The sense of vertigo is overpowering. The ground whooshes up and at me, the skyscrapers, the trees starting to sway until I no longer know what’s moving: them or me. Little yellow match boxes soar up and down the city streets. Cabs.
If I was standing at street level, the ledge would feel plenty wide. But up here it’s not. Up here it’s a thread and on it, I’m trying to balance my two wobbly feet.
I’m scared. But I’ve come this far. I can’t go back.
ABOUT THIS BOOK: Jessie Sloane is on the path to rebuilding her life after years of caring for her ailing mother. She rents a new apartment and applies for college. But when the college informs her that her social security number has raised a red flag, Jessie discovers a shocking detail that causes her to doubt everything she’s ever known.
Finding herself suddenly at the center of a bizarre mystery, Jessie tumbles down a rabbit hole, which is only exacerbated by grief and a relentless lack of sleep. As days pass and the insomnia worsens, it plays with Jessie’s mind. Her judgment is blurred, her thoughts are hampered by fatigue. Jessie begins to see things until she can no longer tell the difference between what’s real and what she’s only imagined.
Meanwhile, twenty years earlier and two hundred and fifty miles away, another woman’s split-second decision may hold the key to Jessie’s secret past. Has Jessie’s whole life been a lie or have her delusions gotten the best of her?
MY THOUGHTS: This is probably the least memorable of Mary Kubica’s books that I have read/listened to thus far. Two days after finishing it, I am struggling to recall it. I have the general gist, but the details elude me. In fact, this morning I was sure I couldn’t remember how it ended.
The story is told from both Jesse’s point of view and that of Eden, her mother. it was interesting, but incomplete and, at the end, I was left with unanswered questions.
And the big twist?….fell flat with me.
THE AUTHOR: Mary Kubica is the New York Times and USA Today bestselling author of four novels. She holds a Bachelor of Arts degree from Miami University in Oxford, Ohio, in History and American Literature. Mary lives outside of Chicago with her husband and two children.
DISCLOSURE: I listened to the audiobook of When The Lights Go Out by Mary Kubica, narrated by Julia Whelan and Jayme Mattler, published by Harlequin Audio, via Overdrive. All opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own opinion.
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